Not for this time

Yesterday, I and Sir Loy have conversation regarding the results in PhilNITS exam last April 26. I know that I haven’t passed the exam which makes me get curious bout our conversation in phone. Sir Loy congratulated me for the job well done on my PM exam. He said I got over 700 points which made him asked on how did I make it through. It is usual that PM exam is harder than AM exam, yet how come that I passed in PM with that high score. I was about to amaze also with my score when I heard it from him. That is why he wants me to personally claim my result in the PhilNITS office. He asked also regarding my employment, and accordingly I replied that I haven’t got a job yet. It’s really hard to find a job that suited to your education and interest. I have interviewed by DOT last May 15, and it’s about web development. They said they will keep in touch with us – and I don’t know when they will call us again for hand-on, or whatever it is. Yesterday also I passed an application letter to an office, I get destructed because there was a qualification requirement that aged 22 – 26 years old, gosh I’m just 19.! However I still tried to pass my application, “nagbabasakali”. Sir Loy felt bad on it, the wasted time and my qualification. He left me a message that he would recommend me for what company he know for. Hmmh, even though it’s not that easy to, I still happy for it, there is someone who appreciated me.^^ Enough for job searching…

When I got the result, Ma’am Joy told me bout the situation and possible conditions. I got 580 in AM and 735 in PM out of 800. It’s just 20 points for me to pass the AM exam, with this, I have said it’s not the time for me or just, it’s not destined for me. Maybe, Ma’am Joy has read my mind and gets interfere. She said I have their support for the next exam this October or if I failed still have the chance for April this next year. I have not to give up coz they are looking forward for my examination for AM exam this October. I have to comply and pass the AM exam before my PM exam score would expires in one year.

Honestly, I somewhat felt disappointed with the 20 points, for the opportunity and the job waiting for, but somehow I still happy for it. It’s too had to leave your family and the people you are closed to. It’s not that easy to miss them. At least now, even its hard for me to find an interesting job, it’s easy for me to communicate and get through with people I want to be with. The PhilNITS opportunity?, I’ll just leave it for the next five months.